Don't let me fall.

I still feel like I should own you. I don't want anyone else to have you.


Anyway, so yeah... I waited hmm... lets see? at least 4 years for some sort of experience.

It finally came.

After waiting for all these years, it finally came and it was the biggest mistake I've made in a long time. I hope I can still love in the future, it's so unfair. Anyway, there's no good feeling sorry for myself, is there?. I've written a new song which is really fun to play... it's about a person(A) that's fucking with someone elses(B) heart... kinda deep. Half inspired by Lauryn Hill and Nneka. My songs are usually about the music, but this is about the words. I'm kind of embarased to show you all the lyrics, so I'll show you some of them... but that's all.

Your judgemental voice to my repression
Your words of fire, burn my expression
My expression to your possessions, you don’t own anything
Abrasion, heart deterioration, my loyal heart, against your evasion.
My deterioration helping my persuasion, for you to help me save you.

Sorry if this is kinda boring, I'm just rambling...

'Your judgemental voice to my repression
Your words of fire, burn my expression'

By this I mean, how despite the fact that A is judging B, or hurting them... B will try and exclude his desires for A.

'My expression to your possessions, you don’t own anything'

Okay, this next line is pretty straightforward, I'm just saying that A doesn't own anything, especially person B, person B looks at A's possessions and sees nothing, this is reflected in his 'nothing' expression.

(mental)Abrasion, heart deterioration, my loyal heart, against your evasion.

Abrasion = cuts/scrapes = deterioration of the heart ;) loyal heart as in, I won't give up on you, no matter what you choose to say to B, or how horrible A is. Your evasion = A trying to avoid B.
The last bit is easy, hope you enjoyed my REALLY boring song analysis, I have nothing better to do at 1 in the morning.