Friends may come, and they may go.

I feel like such a dick now, I feel like I've ruined your life forever.

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You know when you're in one of those moods where you just wanna type jibberish, because you have all these emotions of guilt, anger and other feelings that you're not sure of. I'm not sure some of the emotions I'm feeling right now have a name but 'ergh, why?' probably sums it up the most. Why does everything have to get fucked up. I don't want to go out with you? I never did. I don't want to be outcast again, because I'm not what you thought I was.
I'm the same person as I was before, I just, I just feel like so much shit right now. I'm sorry for being stupid, I'm sorry for not telling you, I'm sorry for ruining our friendship, I'm just sorry.

Your perceptions of me must have changed so much, I know it's all smiles on the outside but I can tell that in your head, you want to hold your head in your hands and be sick and forget all memories that I existed. People say live with no regrets, but everyone has regrets. You must feel so stupid, I feel stupid. So many people must be kicking themselves right now. I don't think I can say sorry enough, I just want it to be the same as it was before, because nothing's changed.
I guess I'm too much of a pussy or too 'gay' to say this to your face but you know... some mistakes are too fun to only make once, I'm going to smile because it happened, not cry because it's over.

And there will be heartaches and pains
But through it all, we will remain
In this life, we all know
Friends may come, and they may go